Miracles

So I have been going out of my mind for a while now, my heart is beating insanely these past few days because I feel like I’m going to climb to the highest peak of Africa and ….well who wouldnt feel overwhelmed. I was reading other peoples blogs about Kilimanjaro and to my surprise some succeeded in getting me insanely excited to conquer that mountain. Step 1: Dont back down. Step 2: Ignore the cold Step 3: Cover your tattoo (because my father has no idea haha). I feel like I was agreeing to Kili just yesterday, now its come so soon and i dont feel so ready, but in my head I know i’m ready. READY TO CONQUER THE ALMIGHTY. Some day i’m going to look back and tell myself that I was a complete idiot for having even the minor thoughts of fear about Kili, I know thats how its going to be. I know this is a pretty emotional blog entry but I promise that the next one will be entirely about equipment, baggage and all that. I’ll even give you procedures of how to pack your bags haha. I only wish I remember alot of the smaller incidents on Kili so I can blog them to you when I’m back on land. I’ll be taking a diary up, weird I know but I will, a video camera too! So lots of interesting documentation to come your way.

24 days until the world witnesses my two legs setting foot in Tanzania (The world being my website/blog/fb views haha) anyways! I am built with excitment. My equipment is 70% ready and i am 98% ready to do this! (the remaining 2% is the feeling of being left out while my other half is sun bathing on the beaches of Montenegro). We will be taking the LeMosho route which is said to be unspoiled, hopefully I wont experience any peoples left over marks. It still hasnt sunk into my brain the fact that it takes 6.5 days to climb! It’s just the altitude I keep telling myself, but LIKE THE ALTITUDE IS ANY GOOD.

I dream of the day I reach the summit and thank my entire body and muscles, thank my trainer, my father, my everyone for pushing me. but most of all… thank you to the porter that carried my things!

More to come later

Ever wondered what it was like to jump 5 countries in 2 months? Well I don’t know but will soon find out! You won’t believe the level of excitment in me at this moment in time. Currently I’m just going through an internship at a sports markting agency, but soon…the world will be mine! Tanzania, Montenegro, Sarajevo, Jordan, Scotland then Jordan again. Im in for a treat… Follow up on www.wix.com/bushnaq83/hk - I warn you its not ready yet and not published so…patience

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(Source: milkcrumbs)

No sense of humanity
We’re all humans
Or are we artists?
Artists in the hands of god
We’ll paint the faces of the wicked
On the grounds of sorrow
We’ll step on them until
They rot and turn black
And flood the paint off
We’ll raise our god with gratification
And delight
We’ll paint a smile on our faces
And run the streets naked
A sign to God
That we are here
Praying to him
An expression of gratitude for what you’ve given us
We believe In you.

A sense of odium
I can’t loathe
Other planets
Other worlds
Have the ecstasy
I’ve been longing for
The touch of thrillinaty
The wave of glee
I shall walk forth
Until I conquer what I fear
And obtain what I need
Escape the traps I shall
Run away from immortality
And the vile, foul smelling of rats.
The reek of freedom awaits me
The joy of happiness awaits me
I am free.

Religion is not about memorizing a book or devoting all your time to prayers. Religion is love, hope, faith, courage and all elements that allow a human being to evolve and create the world around him. Having the gift to touch the earth and turn it into gold every time you arise from your theta wave phase. Religion is trust, purity and devotion to people of the same level as you, and when I say same level I mean every human inhaling oxygen - whether its purely or through a machine.

Picture yourself on a long road, a road as long as the Great Wall of China and take a step at a time. This is just the beginning of the song that is rendering into your ears, the soft first notes of that heavenly sound. What do you see? Is it clouds of blue or a pitch black night? Is it a shinning star at a distance or is it the light? What do you see?  Now take another step and fall into the first verse of that melody.  Your heart now slowly speeds up, but not so much, just a few beats faster.  The lyrics turn into a story which you now depict into your head, you start feeling what the composer feels whether its good or bad, happy or sad. You now feel the song coming to an end but not quite yet, it’s about to take a step into the biggest, strongest fall which is called the chorus. The music swirls around in your head, your anxiety level goes higher and higher with each note that is played, your blood is rushing through your veins and your heart feels like it has just fallen into a river of either happiness, depression,  excitement or even heaven.  The words that are spoken or even the rhythm that is presented is strong enough to take your mind off the worries you have. While the music is now escalating to an end, the adrenaline in your body slowly comes to a state of dynamic equilibrium and your mind is as calm as a spring breeze. The composer has a few last words and then it all comes to an ease while the sound grows lower and eventually it’s silent and all you can hear is the buzzing in your ears. That, my friend, is the ecstatic feeling of numerous amounts of joy, sorrow, enthusiasm, and  misery.